Almost 2 years after graduating from High School, today is my first day of College. To say the least...I 'm nervous. It has been so long since I've been a student and now I'm a mom. I'm nervous of the upcoming stress of having to complete quality assignments while giving Emerie the time and attention she needs and rightfully deserves, and being the wife Jorge should have. But at the end of the day, I signed up for this. This is the life I chose. I chose to get married at 18. I chose to become a mother at 20. Now I'm choosing to finish school and start my career. I admit, I'm scared of failure. I'm scared of the stress and it being more then I can handle. I just keep telling myself that failure is not option. I can not and will not fail at this. I owe this to myself and my family. Most of my classes are online. That way I can have a bit more freedom to get things done when I can. Luckily, I have a great support system to push me and help me get things done. Aside all the nerves, I'm so stoked to get on track to becoming an English teacher.
In other news...I'M GOING ON A CRUISE THURSDAY! Jorge and I are going to the Bahamas for 3 days and I've never been on a cruise before, so I'm super excited. We definitely need a vacation. He has been working so much and it will be great for me to come back relaxed and refreshed ready to focus on school. We are leaving Emerie with my mother-in-law. I'm so nervous about being away from her. I know she is in great hands though. I'm just going to go crazy missing her though. I'll be sure to take lots of pictures and blog about it when I get back!
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